Anonymous asked: You seem to be going through so much lately but even with all that you keep that smile of yours, I find it impressive , I always find you give courage and strength to other people so hold on tight the road might be bumpy but it can't be forever ! You are too beautiful. Xo
Words cannot describe how thankful i am to have just read that. Thank you so much. im honestly going through the worst time of my life and really am%
I know u say ur here for me through this tough time im going through, but why do i feel so alone. Actually do smt. Show me fuck.
Habibi, ana bahibbak.
I close my eyes, so i can see a brighter day. I close my eyes and, pray. Enchallah. Ana bahibbak.
Take me back
Take me back to the old days when ud want to do the things u did
I don’t really know where to start. Well, valentine’s day is kinda lame i guess. I got flowers from the bf which was really cute. I spent the night with my bestie from alberta and other besti while we ate Benny’s and ate fondue. As we left, we found a note a guy wrote to his girlfriend saying “happy 3 months. How much he loved her, with a cute quote and saying how perfect she was to him. As much as i lolled cuz i knew who it was from, i kinda felt jelous. Jelous of a time when i was the chasee and i was seen as his “perfect” girl. It’s funny how the vicious cycle of all guys really does hit most of them. Guy wants girl, guy gets girl, guy loves girl, guy gets bored, get acts means, guy hurts girl, guy dumps girl or makes her dump him and tells everyone “she was too much to handle”. I just didnt think they cute “lovey dovey” phase would never die, but i guess guys get bored. Ad much as i can cry and wish i was looked at the same way i once was, i know im not. And the feeling of not being loved the same way a person loved you so hard for anymore, absolutely kills me. But hey, i pray one of these days, maybe he’ll do something that’ll actually convince me he doesn’t still just love me, that he actually really is still in love with me. In the mean time, i’ll just try keeping things all dandy so things don’t seem wrong. Goodnight